Ugly Day!!

I'm having an ugly day today. Its a day when you cant even bear (or is it bare?) to look in a mirror cos you feel so utterly repulsive. You also feel totally unloveable as well.

Am I the only one who has these days?

Cassie update

Cassie has had an operation to remove part of her kidney and also to remove spots from her lung. The doctors didnt manage to get all the spots so she is now on chemo. Poor little love.

Its a horrible world at times

Sometimes I hate this world. A couple of years ago my sisters friend lost her little boy Leo to cancer. He was 3 years old. Yesterday my mums goddaughter Cassie was found to have a cancerous tumour on her kidney and 2 spots on her lung. She is 10 years old.

We are all in utter shock. The doctors have informed Cassies parents that they are gonna have to do tests on their other daughter as well incase its an hereditary cancer. Cassie is now in The Royal Marsden Hospital after having an emergency operation on her kidney. Shes going to have to undergo chemotherapy before they know if they need to remove the kidney altogether. Poor little girl. Its just so very unfair!!!!